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  Then she squeezed her eyes shut, as though she expected a blow.

  “Yes, this is correct and wise,” Zoe said.

  The maid’s eyes opened, one at a time. “It is?”

  “My pride is hurt and my feelings are hurt only because he doesn’t remember that we were friends—of a sort—once.”

  She had missed him and thought of him. He’d forgotten her. To him, she was only another female. “But that was a long time ago. He’s changed and I’ve changed. We aren’t children anymore.”

  “Yes, miss, that’s correct and wise,” said Jarvis.

  Zoe smiled at her. She’d definitely chosen the right maid. “I must be an adult,” she said. “I must be logical and look at the important points, in the way you did. I must have the Duke of Marchmont’s help to banish the shame I’ve brought on my family. I must have his help to be welcomed in Society and live the life I should have had, the life for which I risked everything. If he accomplishes these things, I can find a good husband, and then my father can stop worrying about me. Can you think of anything else?”

  “No, miss. I think that covers it well. And if I was you, I’d go to bed now.”

  To Zoe’s amusement, Jarvis started gently shooing her toward the bed, as one does a small child. “You’ve had a very long and trying day, I know,” the maid said. “Too much feeling this and feeling that, I daresay. Too much excitement. After a good night’s sleep, you’ll be able to look at everything more calm-like.”

  Zoe let herself be guided to the bed. She climbed into it dutifully and lay down. Jarvis drew up the bedclothes.

  “If I do not feel calmer tomorrow,” Zoe said as her head sank into the pillow, “there’s always Venice or Paris.”

  “Miss, you haven’t even seen London yet, or you wouldn’t say such things.”

  Zoe yawned. “No, I feel no great desire to go to those places—but it was amusing to hear my sisters scream when I suggested it. And there must be an escape route. I must have somewhere to go to, if Marchmont fails me.”

  “Miss, I’m sure lots of women think of running away when men disappoint us. But if all of us was to actually do that, there wouldn’t be a woman left in London.”

  Zoe laughed. “I like you, Jarvis.”

  “Thank you, miss. I like you, too. Please go to sleep.”

  Almack’s, later that evening

  What Marchmont found especially entertaining was the way everyone in the club tried to be subtle. They were all wild to learn the truth of what had happened at Lexham House, but none dared to ask him outright. Instead they all probed, oh so delicately.

  All, that is, except his mad aunt Sophronia.

  In a logical universe, she would be firmly excluded from Almack’s. But mental imbalance was not necessarily a disqualification. In Lady Sophronia de Grey’s case, it was quite the opposite. The patronesses couldn’t have kept her out if they tried, and they were too terrified of her to even think of trying.

  Tonight, as always, she wore black: an evening dress trimmed with all the magnificent excess of fashionable grief. As always, too, she was swimming in diamonds. He didn’t know which of her swains had given them to her or when or why. Aunt Sophronia’s past was a mystery he wasn’t sure he wanted to solve.

  He’d danced with one after another lady dying of curiosity about his visit to Lexham House, and he’d amused himself by deflecting the unsubtle interrogations with his customary wit. The assembly was approaching its final stage when Lady Sophronia at last noticed him and/or remembered who he was. She raised a black-gloved, diamond-studded hand and beckoned.

  He excused himself from the group of ladies trying in vain to get a decisive answer from him and moved to where his aunt presided, black plumes bobbing atop her faded blonde hair. About her stood an assortment of ladies of various ages, diplomats, poets, cabinet ministers, and rakes. All wore the bewildered expression usually observed in those who found themselves in Lady Sophronia de Grey’s orbit.

  When he neared, she waved them away, employing the same gesture he’d used to eject the fellow from his favorite chair at White’s.

  “You, sir,” she said.

  He bowed. “Yes, Auntie,” he said. “It is I. Your nephew Marchmont.”

  “I know who you are, absurd boy. What’s this I hear about your marrying a snake charmer?”

  “I think not,” said he.

  He could hear whispers from those straining to hear the conversation: I think not would be making its way swiftly to the other end of the ballroom.

  “No Duke of Marchmont ever married a snake charmer,” she said. “And I never thought of you as revolutionary. We may have been French once, but it was a very long time ago, and would we still have our heads, is the question? Quite unnecessary. Only consider the Americans. They shot and stabbed and hanged us like proper gentlemen. Have you met the American ambassador? A pleasant man, but confused.”

  Most people became that way when attempting discourse with Lady Sophronia.

  “She is not from America, is she?” his aunt went on. “They are agreeable enough girls.” She looked about her. “I saw one of them a minute ago. Quite pretty. But I can’t help thinking they’re not English. And then I wonder, ‘Who put it into their heads not to be English?’ Well, then, who is it, young Lucien? If it isn’t a snake charmer, it must be somebody else.”

  “Your logic, as always, is irrefutable,” he said. “It is not only somebody else but something else entirely.”

  He didn’t know where or how the rumor of his marrying Zoe had started, but it didn’t surprise him. Members of the ton received much of their gossip via servants. The version that reached aristocratic ears tended to bear small resemblance to the original.

  Some of Lexham’s servants must have heard Zoe’s marriage proposal or had heard there was a proposal. This being exciting news, they’d wasted no time in passing it on.

  He saw no harm in letting the rumor drift for a time through the Beau Monde. Society would find itself viewing Zoe not as the Harem Girl but as, possibly, the future Duchess of Marchmont. Once they pictured her in that way, it would be difficult to wrench their minds back to Harem Girl. They would have to start thinking of her as normal.

  She wasn’t, but that was not his concern.

  “Do you remember little Zoe Octavia Lexham?” he said.

  His aunt cast her pale blue gaze in the direction of the great chandelier, as though that was where she kept her memory. “Zoe Octavia,” she said.

  He heard the whispers start up again: Zoe Octavia.

  His aunt’s vague blue gaze widened and sharpened as it returned to him. “The bolter?”

  “Yes.”

  “What nonsense. Lexham misplaced her—in the Holy Land or Constantinople or some such.”

  “She turned up recently.”

  “She usually did turn up, eventually,” said Lady Sophronia. “But it’s been an excessive eventual, by my calculations. Is she or is she not a snake charmer?”

  “To be absolutely truthful, I am very nearly certain she is not a snake charmer.”

  “I suppose ‘very nearly certain’ is the best we can expect in an uncertain world. Is she an American?”

  “Decidedly not.”

  “Very sensible of her. Well, then. It’s out of my hands. I leave it to the Queen.” She waved her hand. “I say no more. It’s up to you. I have a great deal on my mind. You can’t expect me to explain everything to you.”

  He could have stayed longer at Almack’s, but he reckoned that (1) his work here was done and (2) his aunt had treated him to as much entertainment as any reasonable man could hope for. He took his leave about the time the words Zoe Octavia were making their way into the refreshment room.

  Four

  Marchmont House

  Morning of Thursday, 2 April

  The Duke of Marchmont did not even look up when Lord Adderwood burst into the breakfast room. His Grace had been expecting the interruption. Last night, in fact, he’d sent word to the porter to
watch for Lord Adderwood in the morning and send him in as soon as he arrived.

  Adderwood waved a newspaper under his nose. “Have you seen this?”

  Marchmont glanced at it. “It appears to be a newspaper.”

  “It’s the Delphian. Have you read it?”

  “Certainly not. I never read the papers before bedtime, as you well know.”

  “I should have bet anything you’d read this one.”

  “I hope you bet nothing. It pains me to see you lose money, unless it is to me.”

  “But it’s all about the Harem Girl!”

  “Is it, indeed?”

  “What an aggravating fellow you are, to be sure,” said Adderwood. “You must know all about it. You were at Lexham House yesterday. I heard you stood on the balcony with a young woman. This”—he tapped the newspaper—“appears to be the young woman.”

  “Certainly not,” said Marchmont. “That is a newspaper. We settled that a moment ago. Do you not recollect?”

  Adderwood threw him an exasperated look, sat down, and opened the paper. “I came straightaway, as soon as I got it. I’ve only had time to glance—” He broke off, his eyes widening. “Why, this is shocking! Did you know of this, Marchmont?”

  “Oh, Adderwood, your lamentable memory. How could I know what is there when I haven’t read it?”

  Adderwood glared at him over the paper, then cast his gaze down again and began to read aloud:

  Miss Lexham’s Oriental Ordeal by John Beardsley

  The following DRAMATIC NARRATIVE Comprises a Full and TRUE Account of Events Having Lately Befallen a LADY OF THE ARISTOCRACY, as Narrated by Her to this Correspondent.

  Adderwood looked up from the paper. “A dramatic narrative?” he said. “Strange way to go about it.”

  “Everyone knows that Beardsley fancies himself a writer,” said Marchmont. “As I recall, he once wrote an account of a fire in the form of a Greek epic, in dactylic hexameter.”

  Adderwood returned to the paper, and in suitably dramatic tone, continued to read:

  Cairo, Egypt

  Christmas Eve 1817

  She couldn’t decide whether getting her head cut off was the worst that could happen.

  It was a definite possibility, though.

  The sun had already set and the nearly full moon continued to climb in the sky. At nightfall, the gates to the quarter of el-Esbekiya, where Europeans resided, were locked, as were all the other gates of the city’s districts.

  In Cairo only the police, criminals, demons, and ghosts traveled the streets after dark. Respectable people did not go out, and respectable households did not open their doors.

  She knew all this. She continued her mad race to the gate all the same. Turning back was out of the question.

  She came to a halt and stared at the closed gate, her mind busily sorting out alternatives.

  There weren’t any.

  In minutes the police or the district watchmen would come, and she’d be taken up. Whatever happened after that would not be good. Return to the household she’d escaped was only one possible doom. She might be given to soldiers for their amusement or flogged or stoned or perhaps all three. Or, if they had more important things to do, they’d simply cut off her head.

  She beat on the gate.

  A face appeared at the grated opening. “Go away,” the gatekeeper told her.

  “Have mercy,” she said. “I carry an important message for the English effendi.” She raised one hand a little, to let him see the ruby necklace dripping from her fingers. “May God reward your kindness for aiding me.”

  And in case God doesn’t get around to it straightaway, here’s some valuable jewelry.

  Her heart pounded so hard she thought it would break out of her chest. She needed all her will-power to keep her hand from trembling as she dangled the rubies before him. They glimmered in the moonlight, easy to identify. In this part of the world no clouds obscured the moon and stars, whose glow was like an eerie form of daylight.

  She couldn’t remember when last she’d stood in the open, under the moon and stars.

  The eyes behind the grate went from the rubies to her veiled countenance. Her cloak’s quality would tell him she was not a common prostitute or a beggar. It would not tell him much else. The rubies must do the talking for her. If they weren’t persuasive enough, she had other jewels. She’d come from a wealthy household, where even slaves were richly adorned. She’d taken all her portable treasures. She’d earned them.

  “Who is it you wish to see, daughter?” The gatekeeper’s voice gentled, his mood softened, no doubt, by the sparkling gems in her hand.

  Baksheesh oiled all transactions in the Ottoman Empire. If that hadn’t been the case, she could never have got this far.

  “The Englishman,” she said.

  “Which one?”

  She wished she could say “Mr. Salt,” because he was the British consul-general. Unfortunately, she knew—as did everyone else in Egypt—that he was traveling up the Nile with an English nobleman’s party.

  How many parties of Englishmen had she heard about during her captivity? She wasn’t sure who they were. The local women who supplied the harem’s gossip had difficulty with European names. All such foreigners were Franks to them, the unpronounceable names unimportant. One must question diligently to ascertain which visitors were English.

  She wanted to scream, Help me! This is my one chance. But she had learned to contain herself, to preserve calm while whirlwinds of emotion swirled about her. It was an important survival skill in this world.

  She said calmly, “Those Frankish names are impossible to pronounce. It is the man in the great house—not the house of the English consul but the other one. I beg you to permit me to enter. My message is most important. By tomorrow it will be too late, and others will suffer the consequences.”

  I surely will. I’ll be dead, or wishing I were.

  The gate opened, only a very little: barely enough for her to squeeze through. It shut quickly behind her, catching the hem of her cloak. She pulled, and the cloth ripped.

  Her heart beat so hard she could scarcely breathe. She was afraid that all the care she’d taken would be for nothing. She’d be caught once again, and this time the punishment would be drowning, strangulation, poisoning, or beheading.

  Yet hope beat within her, too. It had sustained her for all these years and it had propelled her thus far.

  She held out the rubies to the gatekeeper. He lifted his lamp and peered into her veiled face. Since the veil covered all but her eyes, he must see the desperation in them. She could only hope he interpreted it as an underling’s fear of failing a master. Those doing the bidding of their masters—and a woman always had masters—had reason to be afraid.

  The lowliest harem slave quickly became adept at reading facial expressions; survival depended on the skill. But his told her nothing. Still, it was a wonder she could see straight, so wrought up she was. She had no idea whether he hesitated out of pity or suspicion. Perhaps it was simply a case of his greed warring with his fear of getting into trouble with his masters.

  “Take them,” she said. “Only show me the way.”

  He shrugged and took them. He pointed.

  She hurried away in the direction he indicated. The house was not hard to find. She pounded on the door.

  This time, not an Egyptian porter’s but an English servant’s face appeared at the small grate.

  “Please,” she said. Her English was stiff from lack of use. She’d struggled not to forget, but the language was dim in her mind, like the memories of family and home. Now the pounding weight in her chest seemed to press upon her brain as well, and the words, the precious words, eluded her.

  “Please. I…am…Zoe. Zoe…Lez. Ahm. Zoe Lex…ham. Lexham. Please help me.”

  Her strength failed her then, as did the courage she’d mustered—not simply to flee the great palace across the Nile but to endure life in that prison for twelve years while she tried to preser
ve the spirit of the girl she’d been. She had wanted all her courage to survive and to make her way here.

  Now it gave out, and she slumped to the ground.

  Lord Adderwood swallowed hard and furtively dashed a tear from his eye before he looked up from the newspaper.

  Marchmont, who’d heard the account of Zoe’s escape firsthand, had his feelings well under command.

  Adderwood cleared his throat. “Do you know, I always thought Beardsley a hack of the lowest order,” he said. “Miss Lexham, it appears, inspired him to something like competence.”

  Marchmont noted with satisfaction the use of the term Miss Lexham rather than Harem Girl and the respectful tone employed. “She’s the sort of girl who inspires a fellow,” he said.

  “It is she, then.”

  “Beyond a doubt. You’ll recognize her the instant you see her.”

  “Not at all sure of that,” Adderwood said. “You knew her a good deal better. To me she was always a blur disappearing into the distance.”

  “She’s not at all blurry at present,” said Marchmont. “You’ll have your thousand pounds before the end of the day.”

  In fact, the money would have been delivered to Adderwood’s house already. Yesterday, before going upstairs to dress for the evening, Marchmont had notified his secretary. Osgood would have written the bank draft first thing this morning. He knew, as did everyone else, that whatever else the Duke of Marchmont chose to neglect or forget, he never broke his word, and he never overlooked debts of honor.